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You've got a friend in me...

Today's theme song. I sympathise Woody, going up and down like that...

self-loathing
"Luckily self-loathing never lets me down."

And then some misdirected powerless rage:



AAAAAAAAARGHHH!

You fucking pieces of shiAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
[insert random violence]

*panting*

You think I want your stinking company? Think I NEED you?! Think again! I'd be much better off without you, ALL OF YOU!

I don't need nobody!
[runs home]

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Boo-hoooooooo...
*sobbing*
I don't need noboooo-hoo-hoo...



Pathetic. I hate these sudden fits of self-loathing and self-pity, but they seem to be frequent visitors inside my skull and ribcage. They'll "leave me not alone".

Comments

Dude. I so know hwat you mean... see my secondotlast post about my crew and their aweosmeones? on friday i was spending mos of the night cursing how they would eventually turn against me and how I can trust no ne, that everyone is a rotten bastard who will hate me foreve in ablink because the world s labeld me "unwanted". bu these things have a way or f turning around, as the whoole mY crew = epic post proves.

*HUGS*
*hugs*

I know, it's probably just all in my head. But it still makes me so angry and frustrated and lonely as hell. Days like this I wish I'd gotten away from this rotten town and had a fresh start somewhere new that doesn't remind me of anything and where I didn't even have to keep in touch with anybody from my "previous" life. I have a strong will to live but I hate my life. And that kills me from within. Like there was much more left of me than this hardened skin and some little putrefying soft part still able to feel pain...
.. you put into words exactly how I feel these days way too often. You know my door is always open if you want to make a run for a few days. mi casa is messy but open door policy holds.
Thanks' dear. I keep that in mind. Y mi casa es tu casa también.

*huggles Ara*

(Anonymous)

höh mää ainaki haluan sun presenssin vielä mun tykö, niinku aina ennenki. piristyhän, ja koitahan jaksaa, ym ym positiivista. Saunottasko taas viikonloppuna?

N
Samma här min transuvän! (viittaa siis tuohon N:n kommenttiin siis että seurasi on täälläkin kaivattua!) *haleja* Kovin ikävää täällä toisinaan ilman rikoskumppania! Kohta pistetään taas elämää risaseksi yhessä! Piristystä sinne kaamoksen keskelle! (p.s. tuo on kyllä toisinaan kovin tuttu tunne. Vaikka tää kaupunki ei ehkä mun lemppari ookaan ni toisaalta oli tossa mielessä ihan hyväkin vaihtaa maisemaa...) No huh huomaa että on taas päivän hengitelly liuottimia ku on näin selkee ajatuksenjuoksu...

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