You've got a friend in me...
Today's theme song. I sympathise Woody, going up and down like that...

"Luckily self-loathing never lets me down."
And then some misdirected powerless rage:
AAAAAAAAARGHHH!
You fucking pieces of shiAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
[insert random violence]
*panting*
You think I want your stinking company? Think I NEED you?! Think again! I'd be much better off without you, ALL OF YOU!
I don't need nobody!
[runs home]
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Boo-hoooooooo...
*sobbing*
I don't need noboooo-hoo-hoo...
Pathetic. I hate these sudden fits of self-loathing and self-pity, but they seem to be frequent visitors inside my skull and ribcage. They'll "leave me not alone".

"Luckily self-loathing never lets me down."
And then some misdirected powerless rage:
AAAAAAAAARGHHH!
You fucking pieces of shiAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
[insert random violence]
*panting*
You think I want your stinking company? Think I NEED you?! Think again! I'd be much better off without you, ALL OF YOU!
I don't need nobody!
[runs home]
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Boo-hoooooooo...
*sobbing*
I don't need noboooo-hoo-hoo...
Pathetic. I hate these sudden fits of self-loathing and self-pity, but they seem to be frequent visitors inside my skull and ribcage. They'll "leave me not alone".

*HUGS*
I know, it's probably just all in my head. But it still makes me so angry and frustrated and lonely as hell. Days like this I wish I'd gotten away from this rotten town and had a fresh start somewhere new that doesn't remind me of anything and where I didn't even have to keep in touch with anybody from my "previous" life. I have a strong will to live but I hate my life. And that kills me from within. Like there was much more left of me than this hardened skin and some little putrefying soft part still able to feel pain...
*huggles Ara*
(Anonymous)
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